March 2010
16 posts
I also enjoy that I can “like” the ads on facebook.
"need a boyfriend?, meet cute singles in your...
ya know facebook…. i think i’m good.
i’d like to know what is on my page that makes me seem so lonely. ps, no way that guy is from dothan… maybe if they had photoshopped some skoal in his mouth i’d believe it. haha.
guess whos going to hawaii within the next year...
THATZ ME.
no exact dates yet, but I can’t wait.
don’t be surprised if i come back from europe engaged or some shit, i mean… thats where people go and fall in love right? and i am going with a guy… who knows. hahha
hope he doesn’t ever see this… AWKWARD.
i think i just fell in love?
asjdsndnsdnfnf. yeah.
face buried in the pillow.
i feel so alone lately, yet i’m always surrounded by family and close friends.
i just want someone to really love me… no more of this telling me you love me because you pity my situation.
but.. who would love a girl with no hair, and terminal cancer. no one.
even if i beat this, who wants to take that chance that i will or won’t. no one.
i’m not as strong as everyone...
My biggest mistake wasn't falling for him; it was...
itsnotalovesong:
breedahhbee:
breeology:
rinabeh:
kowinlaine:
(via kathreeenuhx3)
i hate how i see so many amazing people on here...
apassingfeeling:
but i guess that’s why the majority of us spend time on here.
we, those who have always been alone, can finally fit in somewhere.
it’s nice, in its own fucked up way.
we are no longer alone.
February 2010
5 posts
itsnotalovesong:
Vito’s Ordination Song-Sufjan...
“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t...”
– Louise Erdrich (The Painted Drum: A Novel)
i’ve missed you. wonder if i’m ever in your thoughts.
still here...
i haven’t died. i’ve just been too fucking sick to post.
hope i haven’t missed too much.
January 2010
293 posts
long time, sad update.
You may have noticed I haven’t been on here much….
I was admitted to the hospital for extreme pain, a fever, and a fast heart rate. I was in for 7 days. They tested some fluid that had sort of seeped back in to my pleural cavity for infection. They did 3 blood cultures, plenty of cbcs, 3 urine cultures, 3 chest x-rays, 2 CT scans etc. I was admitted because my heart rate was ranging...
whydoihaveablog:
I post this song maybe every 6...
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley (via kissedbysadness) (via havealittlefaithinme) (via apologies) (via sheema)
must remember must remember must remember
(via overdramatics)
(via elegios)
“Bad thing is, you can still love someone and be wrong for them.”
– Elvis Presley (via macaroononastick) (via elegios)
im not on tumblr for 3 days… and when i log back in it’s all different.
whaaaaaaaaaaa
I AM DYING. OH GOD.
the woman working the lobby desk has her ear-buds in and is singing the newest backstreet boys song.
I am trying so hard not to die over here… bahahhahaa
real.
if someone can see me bald and still call me beautiful and still want to hold and kiss me.. thats what i call a real man.
“and I said I know it well: that secret that we know that we don’t know how to...”
– bon iver (via vavin) (via knockturn)
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i wish the theory that when you dream of someone,...
(via apassingfeeling)
i wish you'd chose me
smithsisdead:
(via ispysj)
this song makes me so happy. :)